Posts by Cantshutup - Crystals - Tree peonies

It s time for me to open my mouth.. To Say I have many things..on my heart..Now to let it out

Seeds by Golden Queen

This Tree peonies, we grow, set seeds..

For several years now, we have collected seeds of the 2 father /mother plants – Tree peonies

The one we call the Mther.. we have given the name :
Golden Queen
We are very sure that she is a advanced generation seed made by Bill Seidl – a friend trough many years, he made many crosses and he did sell his seeds, as he had so many he could not grow them all.. But also he was a generous person.. one who shared..
The so called father tree peony is 2 coloured yellow ang orange and is from New Zealand `Hamilton did make it and its name is Circus Circus

We found the seeds are not true hardy in its first year.. so last year we lost about 30 second years small tree peonies – this year, from a smaller amount, we have split the seedlings, so we grow the in 2 locations – one here under cover and the other by Michael digged by the mother plants.

Right now january d. 17 – 2019 I have just checked the seed batch and they are beginning to sprout.. few .. but they are..

9 bags by Golden Queen
2 bags by Circus circus

When you make crosses, you choose the mother name first as so :

date ( Golden Queen x Circus Circus )

Womb Wisdom

In my learning from Nomad Winterhawk, he learned us about the women`s Womb – and that it had another language.. than the man way – All women on this learnings could relate to this knowledge.
I got a new friend there, Janni, she had already learned some of it by her work with ancient natives in USA she recomended me a book to read – `She who remembers` – this book send me on many travels in my spirit and dreams, i began to remember i also had lived some of this, there was decriptions by some old culture – they lived in the mountain where they had layers to live in but also kivas in the soil, where they did ceremonies, they had the corn good, where the pollen from the corn where sacred

– By reading this book i followed some of her ways and 1 – was to connect to the Earth mother with my womb – I lay down on the soil and did the connection in nature, also i had dreams where i was nature, and melted into the soil and stones – This connections went very strong and i could se the earth mother when i did the ceremony and looked down – i also began to connect with other parts of the nature like the water the streams the lakes, i lived by a little lake once – called mossea and one day i was walking by it i got a big vision

– i looked out over the water, and suddenly i got into a trance.. I saw myself and the people i would meet.. the sun shined and i met the lake goddess, she has since then been one of my guides i call her – Lake sister Mossea, and i did put crystals into her lake and specialy i found that clear crystal balls make her see our world more clearly. -This vision is the one i begin to open up and show others today – here… it is over 20 years ago

Later i added more sea sisters and also here i did trow crystals down to their bottoms, now my sea dreams began on lakes but also on the ocean

My new sister Janni also had knowledge about sacred weels.. so we decided to go visit some sacred well s.. what we did that we both found that the well has an deva, so speaking to the deva and learning from her began also to be some of my knowledge, as i also did plant medicine i used the well water in them – to collect water from a sacred well and put it together with a plant deva is a sacred ceremony – when you then add the moon light or sunligh it rise in energy levels – I also learned the way to upgrade the levels and later i learned the way to keep this energy, as water remembers and when you freeze water, it keeps this energy – and if you can learn to accept that plastic bottles and plastic containers for making ice cubes – can be used – your freezer can be full by knowledge, mine are.

Ancient knowledge by women knows, that – a women who has her time with her bleeding is in a special time sphere – where she and her womb is very close to the wisdom kept by the waters, its also very clear, that doing a ceremony in that period near some lake of a sacred well, does upgrade the ceremony, the water cleanse the mind and the womb mind and other ways of doing things can come into this women s knowledge.


Why Orion ?

My father was an enlighted lama- by the Tibetan Buddist Monks – He was practising and when i was about 45 i contacted him again he now lived on the island Sjaeland with his women trough the last 25 years, I visited him and his new family and also later my daughter visiting him and made a family tree about our family and our auntsisters.
We had many good talks and enjoyed that we are so close, have been that since i was born – But he was too,  an ordinary person, so he wanted me to give up my life with Michael and move to their place and learn to practice the Tibetan buddism – As earlier i refused – I did my way he did his way, and he also have told me, that he knew was the same visdom in both.. but it was a strong wish for him personal to be together with me, as he had missed me his whole life. i was the one he felt most related to

– I had to tell him that, i have had to solve this problems myself – trough my work with Nomad Winterhawk s teachings and the Healing by the inner Child tecnic i have learned, and my life with Michael – So i did not needed him as father anymore, i was satisfied with our releasionship and talks and that we where in our lives

– But he was sick i did not realise before it was to late – he had a lungcancer the main reason was that he smoked 80 cigarets each day, and had done it in nearly 40 years, so short after he got lung inflammation and he called me, and could only whisper, he had been told by the doctors that it was serious and that if he got it once more, they where not sure he could make it – 2 weeks later my sister called me on the phone and asked me to come over to her and to go to the hospital where he was laying with nr 2 lung inflammation –
I went to her and we visited him on the hospital – I had then worked with helping old people for nearly 8 years, and have had some dying and some in this phase of life, so i was prepared – but
When we entered the room where he was laying with lots of maschines and all kind of drops and mecanics for keeping him alive – i had the feeling that he was very close to go away and i was told i was forbidden to – remove anything – i took his hand and he imidetly reacted, he was happy that i was with him, and we sad there for some hours and i did talk to him, as i know, that people even in coma is awake – their soul is there – so we had about 2 hours together. .and i told him how i loved him and that i was happy that we could meet in spirit afterwords. i told him goodby and thanked him for what he had given me as a child- where he gave me unconditional love in my first 3- 4 years of my childhood – that i did forgive him that he had not beeing there when i needed him, then – but i did know that it was mainly my mother who had forbidden him to visit me – then we did leave and his women stayed with him – we where told he was close to dying and that if we where nearby they would call us, so we could visit him when he was dead.

We took to my sisters house and waited, already the next day they called us, and we took to the hospital again – when we entered the room his body looked very different.. because now his soul was not in it anymore.. but he was in the room.. his soul was.. i talked to his soul and greeted him and wished him a good jouney –  My sister who do not believe in such was so sad and cryed and cryed, and could not understand why i could take it with such an calm – but i told her that i could feel him and his soul in the room, thats why i said – he will come again and visit us in his spirit form.

We went to the funeral in a little house behind the place he would be burned afterwords, and it was very good to have this part of it with , it was not a big church, but only few family members, we sang song he loved and he smiled to me from his place near the alter – afterwords we had this little goodby party and then i moved home again.

Nearly 2 month did go and then one day i was in the garden and he came to me, and walked the garden together with me when we where talking together, he said he would be there for me and for my children and grandchildren and help us, as he could.
And he has been.. all of the children and my daughter he has helped and they know him.

short after i noticed that he was on the planet Orion – as he said – the good site of Orion – and that all the lama´s from the Tibetan Buddism also lived there
So my grandchildren where – Seeds of Orion
Also called – The Blue People – this people i had been with the others at the seaside by the ocean – called Vester Sea – when we helped them to rise down on the earth. to later being birded in a body.

Hardy Peonies

Cold Hardy Peonies is peonies that can stand down to minus 40 degree of Celcius
We will start with the tree peonies, also called peony bushes.
The most hardy of them is the so called Paeonia Rockii or in chinese Ganzu Mudan
It is importend if you get tree peonies from China to know from what zone they are grown in – as there are hybrids between P.rockii and P. suffruticosa, than are NOT hardy.
Next to P.rockii is Peonies of the family named delavayii – as P.delavayii – a dark red to black colored flower – to P.delavayii lutea with yellow flowers – also the ones with the name P.potanini is so hardy, this one has colors of yellow  – the P.potanini troloides is more strong yellow – potanini has stoloniferous roots – it means they spread by stolons under the soil.some breeders has crossed this ones and a very common one is an orange hybrid between P.delavayii dark red and P.delavayi lutea yellow and or p.potanini yellow
As we are late in the season some of this tree peonies has to be ordered soon from the growers – i will put some adresses here i can recommend
This tree peonies will grow from 150 cm to 230 cm and can be grown in half shade to full sun, it can take some years for them to get their full height and also they are very wide.. means as wide as their height.

My Dreams

When i was ……in the 30 ies, I began taking more courses by beeing creative,
On an island called Longisland i went to an art school to live there for 4 month –
The nature and the place gave me dreams, that i could imagine was from earlier life.
Working the shamanic ways gave me knowings and imaginations about beeing a shaman in Greenland –  we did work with clay and old ways of burning the clay called Raku burning , with an inspiring female teacher from Japan..

-here i got a clear dream :
I am a out to chase seal standing on a big white stone, where there is a hole into i look down into the water – then i se a dolphin down in the water looking up at me ..our eyes meet.. and
Suddenly i am a dolphin , looking up at the mans eyes up on the stone.. I take my eyes back to me and goes out into the water, wherem y doplhin family waits for me.. we join together away
I had learned that to gain more knowledge about this dream, i could pait it or as here modeling it, so i modeled the land and the white stone.
this had to be burnt into a normal clay oven, under the burning period the stone exploded of the land.. i wondered .. what could it be…
I seached Greenland and white stones,  and yes there was a white big stone there.. but it was exploded, as some people found that they could use the material in the stone for making metal to aircraft.. exploded by bomb. Kryolit was the name of it,

– Jeg følte nu, at det måtte være, min sten, at være den sten, der var mit sted på kloden. Senere var jeg til en stenmesse i Ry ( hvor jeg var 35 – 36 år ) hvor der var en, der havde kryolit stenen, og jeg købte flere stykker af den. Den er hvid med metal lignende flager imellem. Og jeg følte mig, meget lykkelig, og som at komme hjem.
Men udrede mig selvfølgelig over, det med at jeg blev en delfin. Men nu var mysteriet med explosionen afklaret.
Har senere lært, at vi som regel har et eller flere steder på kloden, hvor vi har, vores grund energi. -bla.a i astrologi – hvor man kan, sammen med sit fødselstidspunkt og fødested.. lave progressiv tydning om hvor man bedst kan udfolde sin energi, og osse hører hjemme.
Min anden drøm havde jeg, da jeg havde mødt min mand, som jeg boede sammen med i 20 år.
Vi havde haft en uenighed hvor han ville bestemme over mig.. og jeg blev vred og ked af det..så drømte jeg :
Jeg er et barn og jeg er en stengudinde, min far er sten guden. Jeg er ude og lege sammen med min bror. og jeg har fundet ud af, at man kan bruge stenene som, en slags slæde. At man kan sætte sig på stenen, og så rusche ned af bjerget på den.
Jeg ruscher afsted og er vildt glad. Men bliver så stoppet af min far ( som er min mand, i et tidligere liv )
Han bliver meget vred, og kaster en forbandelse, på mig…….
– som sender mig, mange liv tilbage, som straf.
Forstår senere, at den revolution det er, at kunne flytte sten og bruge dem til at flytte sig, var min mand ikke parat til at acceptere – ellers sagt på en anden måde :
Sten energien i sine første faser, er som jorden er det, fastlagt i bestemte mønstre,
som er vigtige at kende, da det er den grund læggende viden om sten, om stens udvikling fra rå sten til krystallinsk sten.